RELEASE!

I'm not in the mood to argue. I'm in the mood for payback. It's a special mood that I am in. It doesn't hardly ever happen but when it does it means I need to blow off some steam and you better make sure your not in the line of fire. I need shots of tequila and a kick-ass song to shake my booty to. I don't want to talk; I don't need your sympathy; I don't need to cry; I need to break some shit as Limp Bizkit put it. I need to hear music with anger in it. I need someone to buy me another shot not tell me that I should slow down or quit or keep my clothes on or remind me of the consequences. I need you to shut the fuck up and DANCE! I need to be irresponsible and stop thinking all the damn time. I need to quit thinking. I need to not care about tomorrow or the next hour or even the next minute and just live in this moment. I need you to say, "What kind of shot do you wanta try next?" And no I don't want to dance with that guy. I don't want to dance with anyone . I just want to dance and feel free and let the beat take care of what's threatening to explode.

I think ppl who have anger issues should dance more,drink more, get lost in the music. I think it's theraputic and you'd be stupid not to try it. Stop thinking for awhile and let that animalistic instinct take over. Get lost in the moment and forget what you look like or who's looking or all the games. Lose the bullshit and shake it loose. Be free.

I guess some ppl release differently. Some men turn into animals about football or playstation or sex. Some ppl smoke weed or do drugs or have sex or write a song or become very creative or read a book or play a musical instrument. I guess it's all about what you find relaxing and where you can release. But the part about release is at least my way that it's legal and doesn't potential hurt anyone other than myself when I'm hurting the next day or for whatever irresponsible decision I might make.